Judgment

I sit alone in agony,
Waiting to be freed.
Hoping to find that one person
That will let me be me.

Everyday they look at me
Secretly being a judge.
Who I am and what I've done,
Will never be good enough.

Burden

Contemplating what to say, 
Has lasted her the entire day.
The courage she wants is somewhere inside
Refusing to come out from where it hides.

She tells herself she'll release it soon,
Hoping it doesn't take her till June.
Six months is quite the wait
And she feels it will be too late.

Change

She lays her head
Down on her bed
And looks up at the ceiling.

Then at the time
When the clock chimes,
She gets on the floor kneeling.

Hands together
For good measure,
She opens her mouth to pray:

"Please God erase me
Or atleast change me
For I don't want to be this way."

Secret

I hate to tell you this you see
Because after I have you'll surely hate me.
I already have a suspicion you know
Because on your face is where it shows

I can't hide this secret any longer
And I'm hoping it will make me stronger.
But your words have hurt me worse before
And that secret wasn't quite this sore.

It's about me and who I am
And please don't say you don't give a damn
Because this one you definitely will
And I hope after you'll love me still.

Listen to me, don't walk away.
What I have to say is worth your stay.
There is a part of me that is flawed,
That no one can fix, not even God.

Love Poem

Your eyes are like flowing pools of warm soothing water that fill me with glee.
Your smile is like the moon, glowing in the night sky so that I can truely see.
Your touch is electric which makes my heart jump and fill with pure energy.
And when I see you I want to complete you like you have completed me.

Hate Poem

Your eyes are like vats of human waste that will never again attract my attention.
Your smile is like a razor blade that reopens wounds that you gave me.
Your touch is like poison that makes me cringe and convulse in pain.
And when I see you I want to hurt you like you have hurt me.

Sonnet

Oh loud obnoxious clock with your ticking.
You are making time go by too quickly
And you are my life secretly taking,
Which I have begun to realize lately.

You are always there showing me your face.
Reminding me of the time that remains
And of all the time that has gone to waste,
Causing me such great emotional pain.

I want to stop you and your loud ticking
But what you do is greater than just you.
It is just an inevitable thing
Which I can never make into a new.

You can only go forward never back
Causing my life to slowly start to crack.